new mask!

so today during our 3 hour break from classes me n some of my college friends went to this little mud coffee shop by union square. in the process we found this adorable vintage toy store and i bought this mask there for $5. :D i usually paint my masks but idk i kind of like this one plain. but at the same time i see many possibilities. 

......aaand this is a painting i did for freshman year painting class.....

and these are the other masks i painted. the green one is my fav. i wore it on holloween w/a cocktail hat.

the Darkness

school has been absolutely insane. but dont worry ive been working on the comic in the very little spare time that i DO have...

this is the Darkness. the main villain in On the Other Side... the Darkness is an evil force that feeds on your fear, your loneliness, emptiness, anger etc. It is the little voice in your head that tells you life is meaningless. It eats away at the human soul sucking away the joy from life. the Darkness has latched onto Yewie's soul slowly dragging him into a deep sorrow. 

so im sorry if this picture sucks. im actually exhausted so it didnt come out as i saw it in my head. oh well. 

Where I stand on ZADR

For those of you who don't know what ZADR is, it basically stands for Zim and Dib Romance. Zim and Dib being characters from the cartoon show Invader Zim.

NOW, while i heavily support this couple and they remain proudly at the top of my all time favorite OTP (one true pairing) list, i do draw lines at places. first and foremost let me just say i am a strong believer in keeping things canon, i do enjoy crack!pairings at times however even then i need them to act as realistically as possible. i absolutely detest OOC. Now back to the zadr (forgive me if this entry jumps around a bit, it IS 5 in the morning after all); as i said before i support zim and dib as a "couple" however i do not believe they are in love or ever will be. i DO however believe they need each other more than they need air. you see... zim and dib ROMANCE doesn't exist. there is no courtship no cute kisses and blah. zim and dib may even fool themselves into thinking they are in love at one point, but even then it will only be because they dont know what else to call it. would they have sex? yes. it does make sense for dib to be attracted to zim, all i can say is its too bad zim cannot reciprocate those feelings. zim may just let dib "have his way with him" because he "loves" him and also because he feels its one step up to controlling him- the only kind of rush zim is capable of feeling. a lot of people may challenge this theory and accuse me of just liking the "hot alien sex"; well (even tho i do LOL) if you read any real canon zim and dib sex story its not stimulating at all. if anything its extremely depressing, pathetic and makes you want to vomit. which is why i love it. yes im weird shut up. 

ok i need to sleep or else i die. xP

COMIC UNDERWAY!!! :D

omg.. so im actually doing it for once. im not just sitting on my ass. so i finally made an official name for the comic. its "On The Other Side" as you can see.  aaandd.....

....i also finished the second page!!!!!! 8D omg took forever but who cares it looks awesome; a lot better than i thought it would. i still have to color it and add dialogue but other than that its pretty much done.

im trying to remember if there is anything else... oh yeah!!! im going to stop spoiling so much on here and the comic will be updated over here http://ontheotherside.smackjeeves.com/

this is so exciting!!! xD

my hw kills

So this is what i've been doing. Lots and lots and lots of comics. @__@ im fer reals going crazy... i'm sorry to everyone who i promised to chill with/talk to on teh phone. it might be a while...

anyway, i went to confession the other day for the first time in a loong time and when i came out it basically went like this: Me: so mom what's your penance? Mom: oh i had to say an Our Father. sister: yeah that was my penance too. why what was yours elise? Me: ...he said as my penance i have to reflect on what the Holy Spirit has shown to be rejuvenating to my soul. Everyone: ....

yay im weird. 

school is tomo

Okay so the new banner is up. yaayy!! i was trying to decide b/w simple and fancy and so i decided to go with the fancy. anywho so in the sky pirates comic of i was thinking of the first world the would visit and i decided on the girl who lives in the glass castle. i wanted it to be indian-esque so the glass castle will be modeled after the taj mahal. i havent gotten to the exact design yet but heres what its supposed to look like.

here's some character design and some monologue from yewie. i dont have a name for her yet, i have to look into idian names and do some research. if anyone has any suggestions please let me know! lol also u can see me copying the movie The Fall. that movie is pretty inspirational. i think im going to make her clothes white and gold. but idk yet. we'll see.

lol heres a one page comic idea im working on. what im afraid of the most. these are some rough drafts.

and yay! kelsey's birthday! (that i misses. sorry!!! :CC) but anyways heres her present. its pretty crappy and i apologize to her for that. its supposed to be us fighting azn style. 8D

and now i have abajillion essays to write so bye bye.

metaphors and tricky knots

Just a little snippet of an idea i thought i'd share. i wouldn't call this an official page but its an idea id like to use. im a huge fan of analogies. i think theyre just great *dreamy sigh* C:> but anyways this was the sort of direction i was going in with this comic with emphasis on the sort of student/mentor relationship b/w Yewie and Marmalade. basically whats supposed to happen is captain marmalade whisks little yewie away from his suckish life in the orphanage and brings him along on this magical journey where they travel to lands that serve as metaphors for all of Yewie's internal issues- such as his issue of identity, trust, his fears of vulnerability etc. Basically Marmalade is his guardian angel sent from God, his mission to bring hope into Yewie's life. llol dont worry i wont spoil. but theres the synopsis.